Sweet Sacrifice

Assalamualaikum..

*sigh*

How do you feel when a teacher requests you to come to your former school and give some motivational talk to the juniors?
Excited isn't it?

How about your mom allows you to go there but you have to find some other friends so that you have companions to ride on a public bus with?
Not really a problem right?

But it is a problem to me!
It's not that i don't have friends.. i do but i'm not quite close to them..
I am really really excited to meet my juniors, to meet my teachers, to go back to my former school reminiscing old times.. ohh okay i only have a few sweet memories there *sigh*

That's what happen when you hold a quite-big post in school..
YOU LOST FRIENDS! That is a painful truth...
No matter how hard you tried to spend time with them but.. yeah responsibility comes first..
Yes i admit i seldom contact them.. but you know life as an IB student... ohh okay they didn't know..

That's the risk.. when you hold a big post, get ready with these kind of risks.. you'll be alienated by your own batch, by seniors (if you have) and sometimes by your own friends or teachers.. few time with family and friends, few time to study.. and the most important part is, you cannot make a single/small mistake or else you'll be a juicy gossip to them..

Please bear in your mind that if this happens to you, it's NORMAL!
My advice? Seek Allah for support and guidance, insyaAllah everything's gonna be fine..

 
Oh nak tambah sikit after ayat don't judge me tu.. 'DON'T JUDGE ME BUT PLEASE ADVISE ME'

So people, don't simply judge!